s m i l e a l w a y s ! [:

2010-11-01T20:55:00.003+08:00

it's less than 3 weeks till the final exams.

God, please bless me.

Please bless me that I am able to concentrate on my revision and not let others disrupt it.

Please bless me that I am able to memorize all the necessary stuffs that are required to be memorized.

Please bless me that I am able to do all my revision questions without any problem.

and, please bless my friends and I, who are revising their work very hard. Please bless them to achieve good results at the final stage.

Amen . ♥

2010-10-31T18:01:00.002+08:00

" Once bitten, twice shy. "

i should always keep this phrase in my mind to prevent myself from getting hurt over and over again.

2010-10-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

It doesnt pay for being good and treating others nice.

Should I still be a nice girl, or a mean one?

2010-10-19T23:35:00.004+08:00

sighs. i dont know who to trust anymore.

i'd helped a friend, and what did i get in returned? getting accused?

what the heck.

it's not a good idea of being too helpful. you'd be taken advantaged of.

i shall not be a nice girl anymore.

i am so sad, so so sad. sighs.

:'((

2010-10-19T00:28:00.002+08:00

i wanna fall in love again; but im scared.

& now, i understand the feeling of being 'fooled' by someone who you'd fallen in love with.

im trying very hard to communicate with you; but your words are just so ignorant. do you know how hurtful your words are? have you ever spare a thought for me?

ive did nothing wrong. i dont deserve to be treated by you in this way.

you'd changed..

i guess, i'd better move on.

2010-10-15T22:32:00.003+08:00

fucking hell.

you spoilt my happy mood today.

an eye for an eye. you watch out, you b* .

one day i'll definitely prove you wrong and make you apologise to me infront of everyone.

2010-10-13T23:31:00.003+08:00

thermodynamics is driving me crazyyyyyy ! :(

oh my oh my ~ ! sighs.

whenever i feel so stress, i wanna call you. but im scared that you're too busy for me. oh well~ all i can do is to give you happiness in future. may we have fate again. lols. :/

why is my happiness short-lived? sighs. when i just started building my friendship with weilin, i had to come to aussie to study. when i fall for someone, the guy will be so busy for me. (but im sorry to reject guys, really sorry if you're one of them! i'd really love to have a boyfriend now, but to think of it, my parents wouldnt be happy unless the guy is more capable than me. eg, in uni now or having a stable job.)

yeaaa, finally did my laundry today. was so busy and tired to do laundry for the past few dayssss, 10 days or more ! lols. luckily i had enough clothings to wear for such long period of week.

exams and tests and presentation and assignments and projects are coming to an end. im so glad! :D cant wait for my longgg holidays to come ! (i dont miss the summer season thou) lols. i wanna go exercise, slim down and watch movies day and night ! :D

yayyyyssss ! hopefully my 'ideal' happiness for this coming summer holidays isnt shortlived. :)

2010-10-12T00:20:00.002+08:00

FML FML .

I am hating my current life now. People asked me why is it so hard to trust people, and i ask them back, why is it so hard to keep a promise. Sighs. Why is a promise so important that it can shatter someone's life and heart away? Is it really that difficult to keep a promise? Is it really that difficult?

_|_

cant be bothered to write further .

2010-10-09T11:19:00.005+08:00

Life is planned properly for you by God. If you've the destiny and fate to meet someone, you'll bound to meet him/her. If not, God will handle the rest. :)

Anyway, just to update my life in Perth. :)

Exams are coming. Recently I've got back some of my mid-semester tests' marks already. Quite happy with my marks, but at the same time, disappointed cause I know I can score better as my friends scored better than me. :(

I'm supposed to be joining a friendly-match today, but will be playing as reserve since 'the girls-things' came. :( quite disappointed thou. I've been looking forward to this day, but my period came yesterday morning. Oh well~ Maybe it's really God's will for not wanting me to play badminton, for He's afraid I may injured my finger (like the first time how I injured it). hahahaha. :p

Gotta go guys and girls ! :)

You'll be missed ! ♥

2010-08-21T23:26:00.005+08:00

♥ I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jerks. Being single is a lot wiser than being in a WRONG relationship! ♥

♥ Perfect life is when you can do this 4L: "Leave Lies, Live Life!" ♥

♥ Friendship isn't about who stays the longest by your side but who stays the longest in your heart. ♥

♥ Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. ♥

2010-07-08T22:09:00.006+08:00

hello everyone, how are you? :)

lately im super busy by my boredom. lol. jk. hahahaha. exams are over, and am having holidays till 30th july. next semester i'll be taking 4 modules instead of 5, but all of them are full credits unit. sighs. it must be hard.

past few days ive been looking thru some mobiles, HTC Desire and Blackberry 9800.

Click here for more information for BB 9800: GSM Arena

Click here for more information for BB 9800: Gizmodo

Click here for more information on HTC Desire: HTC Website

yeah, im super interested in both phones. however i dont really know the specifications for the bb9800, but i'd love to get a BB as my plan comes with unlimited berries browsing and 250MB data usage.

however, as for the HTC, i doubt 250MB will be enough for me! hahaha. my customers have been telling me how fabulous the HTC was, and they made me so excited into getting one. however, when i asked them about the battery life, they say usually it'd last for 1.5 - 2days for normal usage, and around 6-8 hours when WIFI is used. sighs. HTC Desire's poor battery life is seriously a major disadvantage, unlike berries one, they can last for a couple of days even when WIFI is used often.

oh man. which should i get? :( could anyone help me look-out for the pricing in singapore, pretty please? :))

tonight's gonna have thunderstorm, and for tmr too. yay! i love thunderstorms. i love the sound of the heavy rain falling down on my roof. =P hahaha.

gotta go now ! ciaos ppl ! ♥

2010-05-04T21:55:00.001+08:00

i passed my chemistry mid-sem exam ! wahahaha. but didnt really score well. only score a low Distinction. sighhhhhs. but at least i passed ! wahahaha .

sorrrrrry that i cant blog these few days!

busssyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :(((

take care all ! :D

will update asap again ! :DD

who can i trust, now?

2010-04-28T23:54:00.003+08:00

OH GREAT !

im having a bad headache now! from morning till now, even after taking a panadol!

geeeeesh. tmr's my chemistry exam. 15 MCQs, hopefully nothing will go wrong.

God Bless Me :)

- In need of speedy recovery for final revision for exams -

2010-04-27T22:07:00.006+08:00

once again, good evening everyone! :)))

how's your day/week/weekends? good?

for those residing in aussie, how's your ANZAC day?

mmm. back to studies, recently i should tell myself to stop procrastinating that chemistry is easy and fun, when it isnt. lols. i simply dont know why i take chemical engineering when i dislike chemistry so much! *confusedddd*

today after the process analysis lecture, hwisung, joso and i went to engineering common room to study after they had their lunch. everything is great till a bunch of morons walked in. 3 guys and 2 girls, so damn bastards and bimbos. talked so fucking loud, and keep saying the 'PENIS' word. they think they're so cool when other people in the room felt so irritated as they're revising their work too. i think they're from msians, if im not wrong. freak man. fucking 2 bimbos, talked till so freaking annoying that they pisses me off, making my day from good to extremely bad mood. grrrrr. please dont let me meet such those people again. they're just so fucking annoying.

sorry if i use the f'-word. just super irritated now when i thot of this incident.

hehehe.

watched a documentary with tony and eva just now from 8.30pm-9.30pm. it's about dissecting of an elephant, to know the eating behavior, why it has such a humongous body and the purpose of every part of its body. the show isnt that bad, quite interesting! :))) didnt know elephant has 3 layers of muscles beneath it's layer of skin leading to its digestive system! hahaha.

alright, bedtime!

gooooooood night everyone! lollipop dreams ! ❤

단지 꿈이 아니라면

2010-04-24T14:27:00.002+08:00

How to Train your Dragon !

❤ TOOTHLESS ! :D ❤

2010-04-21T18:09:00.003+08:00

initially, im not stress for my 2 mid-term tests on a day, which is tmr (thursday) ;

but looking at all my friends who are stressed-out,

IM SO STRESSSSSSSED NOW.

God, please bless me that I can do both papers at ease tomorrow.

2010-04-19T22:41:00.006+08:00

Till today, i realised that ive got 3 types of friends.

1. those who are only your hello-byebye friends

these friends, they will always be the one who is the most outgoing and fun to hang around with when you need some accompaniment if you're down. these friends, they'll be loyal and true to you if you treat them the same. =) i can say that my majority of friends falls to this group.

2. those who are friends in front of you, and at the back, they'll betray (be it trust, loyalty, etc) you

these friends, or should i call beast, are the worse type of friends ever. backstabbers/betrayers. you should never befriend of them. they only come to you when they need you. but once you're useless to them, they'll betray, back-stab and speak ill of you. and then, in the end, you'll get dumped. they'll dig out all your deepest secret, obtain all your informations (school notes and such) and then ignore you after they're done or when you have nothing to give it to them. in this society of humanity, there's lots of these classes of people you'll meet once you make your first step into the working society. these people are also the main person who are the t'chers' pet or should i say, bootlicker. :) im sure everyone knows what's the meaning of bootlicker, thus i shall not say more.

only did i realise that after i stop using facebook, many removed me from their friend's list. some even removed me before hand. there's this faggot, whom i shall not name and i'll name the person as F. this damn bloody faggot F, digged out everything of me, betrayed my trust, and then stop all friendship. what a bloody f*er person. for those who are close to me, i think you should know who im referring to. always when i see F, i wanna give a tight slap to this faggot. fuck you faggot. (how i wish i can curse and swear at you, but i know if i do this, i'll have retribution on the curse and swear i put onto you in future. so yea, i decided not to do it as im not that fucked up as you.)

3. those who are your only closest, most loyal and trustworthy friends

yes, these are the people who you should be true to them. be true, and they'll be real. they'll cheer you up when you're down. they will never ever leak out a single of your secrets. they'll always be there for you when ever you call, sms or need them. they'll always be the one beside you. so far, i can say im lucky to have a few of these friends. although the numbers can be counted with one hand, but im alr most stastified. :))) they are lydia lim, wei lin and henry tan! :))) hahaha.

oh well ~ enough said. so, which type of friends do you belong to? :)))

sorry if im using foul words in this post. im just too pissed off with the faggot.

it's getting late.

goodnight everyone ! ❤

2010-04-16T19:48:00.005+08:00

A song I love;

This is the day

This is the day

That the Lord have Faith

We will rejoice

and be glad in it

For this is the day that the Lord have Faith

We will rejoice and be glad in it

This is the day

That the Lord have Faith ~

I used to love this song alot when im in Girls' Brigade. :)))

and i still sing it when im down. :)))

sighs. these few days im still down. have no idea what's happening to me at all. :((( maybe it's due to the exam stress; but i cant feel any stress from the mid-term! goshhh. everyone is stress with the many revisions they have to make. but me, im stressed because i dont know what to study!!! i feel so screweddd, seriously screwed.

i am scared, scared that i cant achieve good results. i wanna maintain an avg of 75 or at least 80 for this sem. i wanna aim for HD (high distinction, in case some of my friends so not know). i got damn depress that for the last sem, i short of 2-3 marks to get a HD. even though all my friends have been telling me that i'd did quite well, but to me, it's just a average marks. i know i can do better than this as there're others who scored higher marks than me.

sighs .

Please help me, God. :)))

2010-04-15T20:54:00.003+08:00

hello my dearest blog .

you're my best friend now. :)))

im feeling so down today. it's like a 'out-of-sudden' thing. i just dont know why the thought of nic seriously still bothers me. i am living like a normal person till today, when i found out he removed me from his facebook friend's list. im just wondering, are we still friends? or he removed it because he thinks i dont wanna befriend with him anymore as i didnt talk to him? there're so many doubts.

but all i can say is that, he is childish and petty? that's what my other friends describe him after knowing this incident. a break-up doesnt mean end of friendship, but if he really insist, he is seriously the damn childish and petty guy ive ever met.

Only God knows what's he's doing and i know i did not do anything wrong, yeah, so i shall not give a damn to this matter anymore from today onwards. be it he's dead or alive, such person like him will never leave a single trace of memory in my mind anymore.

ive decided to deactivate my facebook for the time being, mainly because i wanna concentrate on my exams and studies and assignments/projects/reports first. facebook is super addictive. and, please dont mistaken me of deactivating facebook because of nic. he's not that worthy. :))))

my blog is my best friend, the only friend i can confide all my secrets to and it'll never spread rumors unless someone else read it and leak out words. :)))

im so happy to have you, my dearest blog :)))

i love you ♥

2010-04-15T16:57:00.004+08:00

i miss my friends . :(((

girls in pink ; boys in blue

lydia lim

su fong

azmi

thye wah

neo hong wei

wei lin

judy jie

paul cheng

henry tan

xun xiong

ben didi

corny kor

razanah

linda neo

seet hao

sok mey

joseph tan

jackson heng

malcom

lim zhong

tammy

starrry jovlyn

jasmine gan

clara chua

xu wanqi

leng han

i miss my maple and silkroad friends too . :((

too many to be named . :(((

sighs .

2010-04-11T20:02:00.007+08:00

fuck .

analytical and inorganic chemistry

semi-micro lab test

10th may 2009 ; 11.30am to 2.30pm

practical and written lab test .

heard from previous students that only 10% pass the lab test .

fuck fuck fuck .

im so screwedddd .

2010-03-14T10:17:00.002+08:00

oh ! anyway ,

im S I N G L E .

♥

just ignore the pics at the bottom .

2010-03-14T10:06:00.004+08:00

hello everyone (:

rise and shine ! ♥

tdy's weather is as hot as yesterday's one, even thou the temperature is 10degrees lesser. yesterday's temperature was like ... 39degrees celsius?! lols. im so happy that i practically survived thru the summer in australia this year. lols.

studies is tough for me now . everything seemed so alien to me. ive never studied any of the stuffs when in poly or sec sch. gosh.

Goddess of Mercy, please help me. :]

amitabah . ♥

hmmm. had a small chat with hairi in msn. SO NICE. it has been 5-6years since we last contact. he's my toys'R'us Supervisor. hahaha. a funny and cool guy to hang out with. =D cant wait to go back sg to look for him ! hahaha.

anyway, i finally brought my piglet to aussie ! :D and im so loving it ! hahahah . my lovely piggy pig ! ♥ hehe . it was a gift from jackson :D thankkkyeewww ! ♥

alright . gotta go ! cya and take care babes and dudes !

♥ cheers ♥

2010-02-25T20:49:00.005+08:00

i know what i should do next.

thanks to my friends who are always there for me.

wei lin, lydia, michelle ong zi hua, serene tan, theodore, henry tan, benjamin lee, jonathan tang, zulina, sok mey, and more!

and, many thanks to theodore for hearing all my hearts out. im glad to have a friend like you. dont be shocked about the thing that i did on the 22nd feb. ='( if i cannot take it again, i might do it again, and this time is real! =x

i love you guys man ! ♥♥♥

FRIENDS FOREVER !

2010-01-22T19:26:00.004+08:00

heys everyone, im back ! miss me? (:

oh well ~ suddenly feel like blogging.

just eaten my dinner and had gave a few thoughts on some things.

i wonder and ponder, why am i always suspecting something? did i make a wrong choice or what? someone is hiding something from me. i really wanna know what it is. i dont really feel that comfortable now, where i dont have this feeling before.

ive heard from many, 'love someone for who they are; and not what they are'.

i just wonder, is that true? it may be a myth, for it's 21st century now.

and, sometimes i just question myself this, 'why do couples quarrel over small matters where they always end it by ending their relationship?'

i posted that onto my facebook, and within one day, i received quite a few responses. of all, i totally agree to Zhong's response:

" Lim Zhong says,

because the other party doesnt love u enough to try. cold hard truth. there's no happily every after per se, everyday rosy no quarrels. but u can be happy, just tt it requires hard work and effort.. effort tt some selfish b@stards or bitches cant be bothered to put in. not prepared to work at it, then dun get tgt in the first place, and save all e iloveyous.

shir i hope tt was just a general question, not pertaining to u.. "

yeah, hopefully what and how i feel now, will end it very soon.... *sighs*

2009-10-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

sighs .

sometimes i feel like crying out loud .

='(

2009-09-05T22:43:00.004+08:00

♥ Rest in Peace, my Dearest Cousin ♥

♥ May Angels in the Heaven Protect You Always ♥

♥ Even both of us aren't that close, I'll still treat you like a real brother for the words you'd said to me during Chinese New Year 2009, I'll Always Remember Them. ♥

♥ Thou I Know You Wont Be Able To Read What I've Typed, I'm Sorry I Couldn't Make It To Send You Off The Last Time. ♥

♥ You'll Always Be Remembered Dearly by Me Forever ♥

♥ I Miss You ♥

2009-09-05T16:38:00.011+08:00

hellooooos all ! (:

if you're reading this, you must be eager to hear my experiences for my burfdae celebrations, right? (: hahahaha.

alright, i shall start my story without any hesitation! (:

16th August

HAPPPPPPPY 20th BURFDAAEEE TO MYSELF ! ♥

wahahaha. went to have dim-sum with Tony, Eva, Clarence and Diana@ Jade Chinese Seafood Restaurant at Northbridge! ♥ and, im so so so touched by them ! clarence and diana bought me a burfdae cake and it's my first time celebrating my burfdae in a restaurant! gosh man! it's the most memorable burfdae ive had for the past 20years! (: hehe.

♥ thanks Tony & Eva for the hearty dim-sum treat! ♥

♥ thanks Clarence & Diana for the lovely burfdae cake! ♥

♥ thanks thye wah, yan ling & qian min for the burfdae gifts! ♥

♥ thanks thye wah for sending the parcel to me! ♥

at night, five of us had steamboat dinner at my house! gosh man. this is the best day in my life. i seriously enjoyed my burfdae. ♥

♥ thanks everyone for making my first burfdae in Australia a wonderful and memorable one! ♥

mmmm. im done with my story for my celebration of burfdae! hopefully i did not miss out any interesting story! hahaha.

alright. shall update more when i can think of any ! (:

below are some pics! enjoy!

my Macdonald's Happy Meal toy ! WONDERWOMAN ! ♥

dim-sum @ Jade Chinese Seafood Restaurant! [1st row: Diana; Clarence. 2nd row from left: Eva; Me; Nicholas; Tony] ♥

2009-08-14T11:04:00.011+08:00

- fuck you ` the someone -

previous post had been deleted due to some fuck-up memories .

sorry if i'd use foul words.

2009-08-08T11:02:00.009+08:00

- fuck you ` the someone -

previous post had been deleted due to some fuck-up memories .

sorry if i'd use foul words.

2009-08-02T22:00:00.007+08:00

HEY YOOS ! ♥

hehe.

pls view my facebook! uploaded with pics! =]
- Click here for direct link to my Facebook -

sch's fun, thou i hate my timetable. hahaha. ive changed some of my lessons. so, almost everyday i'd go home at 6pm. OH MAN ):

tuesday is my worse day. 8am to 9am and then 1pm to 6pm (with no breaks in-between) ! =( *arghs*

S C H O O L

~ two of my buddies caught me sleeping in lecture ! hahaha. luckily both of them never take a pic. else i'll be so embarrassed ! ): hahaha. im sooooooo looking forward to my laboratory lessons!

♥

~ sunday - went to Freshies' Welcome by Zion Praise Harvest Church. it's their church service actually. lol. but they named it Freshies' Welcome to invite those new students to join in. haha. church service aint that bad. =) it's exactly the same as Singapore's church service thou. lols.

H O M E

~ went to Subiaco's Market with Eva (my room-mate) on Saturday, and both of us shared our groceries shopping! (: her bf, Tony, met us after his work and then we head towards to Northbridge - Emma's Seafood to get other cheaper groceries stuffs. total cost spent - AUD$25.65. hahaha. not bad, the food can last for 1week, hopefully.

♥

~ I GOTTA START MY REVISION ASAP ! ): @#$%@#$% . loLs ~

alright. shall update more ! (: friend, remember to view my facebook pics ! hehe.

♥ ♥ ♥

P.S. : i wanna lose weight ! grrr...

2009-07-24T00:05:00.004+08:00

- sighs -

my day is screwed.

firstly, i do not have enough sleep for the past few days.

secondly, my maple account mesos tio hacked.

lastly, i feel i'd been treated like a spare-tyre and being fooled.

hais.

fuck it man.

P.S. : sometimes i really do not know if i should believe your words; your words are too good to be true. whatever i do and no matter how hard i try, i really do not want to lose you. but your actions made me wanna give up. sighs.

2009-07-21T20:49:00.006+08:00

helloooos my friend ! ♥

how are you huh? doing well? =)

hehe. tentatively, this will be my OWN HOME-MADE timetable. lol.

FREAK MAN. I HATE TUESDAYS AND WEDNESDAYS !!!! =( long hours! &, monday to wed, 8am to 6pm! wthhh~!!! lol. den so 3 hours break in the middle. wa lao eh, waste my time! >=(

mmm. so far ive stayed in peth for 10 days, since 11th july. life's great over here! hahaha. my room-mates, tony and eva (couple), super funny. lol. always after dinner, we will sit down and chit-chat and gossip a lil'. lols. ♥

past 2 days quite busy and tired. helped angeline to find a room for her, and finally! today we finally found a room that she's quite satisfy with. =] near my house also! lol. her room is quite big. rent is 130/week ; inclusive of internet, electricity, water, & gas. damn cheap and worth the money man. lol. but one thing i dont like about the house is that, the other male room-mates ARE FREAKING MESSY AND DIRTY. lol. now i know why guys are so lazy and cant do housechores. lol. the living room and kitchen area are messy also! lol.

one word to describe angeline's house (common areas) : CMI.
one word to describe angeline's room : SPACIOUS. ♥
hahahah.

oh well. yesterday night is a bad night for me. ): lol. or should i say, depressing? hahah. it's like, all sad memories and bad thoughts suddenly gushed up my mind! lol. i even teared ! ): hahaha. but well, i always comfort myself with these 2 phrases: "smile for tomorrow will be a better day" & "always look on the bright side of life!" ♥ hahaha. =]

& for those who think that im still the same, let me tell you this. ive changed. im not the old me anymore. =)

staying alone in a foreign country is a super big challenge to me; and learning how to cook and not to burn myself is the biggest challenge to me! loL. *joking* hehe.

im a big girl now. ♥ gotta learn how to be independent and not always depend on parents, especially my dad. lol. i gotta learn to be even smarter to really look into things and clarify them instead of jumping into conclusion without thinking. =)

and last thing, i MUST MUST MUST study very hard and hopefully apply for scholarship if possible, getting first class or 2nd upper class honours. =) my school fees are freaking exp. ): and i also gotta work hard; as in, WORK. lol. currently im finding part-time jobs. i wanna pay for my own living expenses, bills and rental of room. my school fees already burnt a big hole in my parents' $ pocket. so, hopefully by finding a part-time job to pay for my own expenditures & rent, it will lessen my parents' burden. hehe.

♥ WORK HARD ♥ STUDY HARD ♥ PLAY HARD ♥

i can do it ! =]

okaes, gotta go ! takaire my friend ! ♥

P.S. : why must 'distance' be an issue between us? sighs.

2009-07-16T23:07:00.004+08:00

helloooooooos all ! =] ♥

hehe.

im in perth now ! anyone who need my hp number or home address, pls feel free to ask me in msn or facebook! =]

ive upload all the pics into facebook!

hehe.

now my internet has a limit; so i only can upload pics into one area, which is my facebook! =] kekes.

feel free to look at it !

♥ Click here to view the photos ♥

currently im staying with a couple; eva (female) and tony (male) ; the guy from sg and his gf from china. =] they're not married or engaged. lol. they're just staying together. hehe. they super friendly and funny. lol. everytime after our dinner, we will sit down and gossip. LOL. =X today we gossiped and kept laughing till i tummy ache! lol. well, all i can say that, the couple treats me very well. they're very easy-going. hahaha.

everyone's asking this; shir when's your school starting?
it's 27th july 2009 my friend. hahahaha. =] ♥

anyway, pls entertain me in msn. =( im bored ! lol.

ive planned my timetable also. but im gonna follow it once school commences. hehe.

i shall go off now !

BYEBYE ALL ! =]

P.S. : i miss you, paul cheng ): ♥

2009-07-07T01:08:00.024+08:00

HELLOOOS FRIENDS (:

hehe. these few days alot of mishaps happened. ): sighs*

but anyway, thanks to paul.

thanks for comforting me whenever im down;
& thanks for saying and doing nonsensical stuffs & jokes to cheer me up. =]

tee hee hee . ♥

alright. below are the pics accumulated for the whole of this week, some from last week. lol.
enjoy ! ♥

6th July
in the afternoon, went to meet cousin Julia for lunch. she treated me The Swensens. THANKS JULIA JIE! ♥ hugs*
after lunch, went down to paul's house and packed his brunch for him also. lol. ma-chiam big boss. hahaha.
evening, paul accompanied me and go down to my workplace to return my uniform and apron and at the same time, take some photos. will upload more again. (: hehe. actually thot of going to meet up with cousin Xiu Li for dinner, along with paul, but my dad last minute called me up and wants me to go home immediately. ): sighs. sorry paul for accompanying me the whole day while you're super tired! =[

3rd July
lunch: went to Jumbo Restaurant at Singapore Indoor Stadium (Kallang) to have lunch with my mom, my mom's friend and her daughter. lol. ate chilli crab, sharks' fins soup, veggi, and many more. lol. couldnt remember the dishes name. :X
after lunch: went back home to take wallet and then off to meet paul at his grandparents' place. brought 3 'tai yang bin' for paul's grandparents and himself. lol. hope his grandparents enjoy it. (:
evening: met steven and went to look for his shoes at Pedro at City Hall Link. lol. in the end he nv buy it cus the shoe doesnt have a new pair. lol.
night: went to paul's cell group leader house. knew a girl called shirleen korin chen ! lol. ♥ cell group session is fun. learnt new things. lol. the wheel has four faces; the ox; human; lion; eagle. lols. i still remember! (:

1st July
evening: went to meet sufong, azmi and thyewah at toa payoh inter. went to botak jones to have dinner! hahaha. i miss the times we have tgt, sufong and azmi! ♥
what sufong, azmi and i had: wagyu angus sirloin (200g); regular fish & chips; and large cajun chicken.
what thye wah had: regular black pepper chicken.

thanks azmi and sufong for the fabulous dinner ! ♥
thanks thyewah for the macdonald hot chocolate sundae and chocolate milkshake (desserts shared cus we're all too full) ! =]

alright, i shall end here. a picture tells a thousand words.
any queries, pls visit my facebook! ♥
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Taken @ Paul's House on 6th July 2009
im so dumb to use flash in-front of the mirror. loL. but i quite like the pic thou. hehe. ♥

smiles ♥

i kind of love this pic alot. ♥

The Steakhouse @ Clarke Quay on 6th July 2009
emma & i ! ♥ i gonna miss you so much! especially your cat face i posted in FB! lol.

The Swesens @ Tampines Mall on 6th July 2009
my cousin Julia and i ♥

couldnt wait for the food to be served; so i prepared my knife and fork first! mwuahaha. :X

here comes our food!

♥ YUMMY ♥

Angus Ribeye (Medium-Well) with mashed potatoes, asparagus and carrots & comes with red wine sauce. [rating: 3/5]

the aftermath

Apricot Fried Fish & Chips with coleslaw and fries. [rating: 4/5] the fish is superb! ♥

the aftermath

CAMWHORE TIME ! ♥♥♥

im not drunk (:

cheers to our plain water ! lol.

dessert name - Topless 5 (shared) ♥ we chose: Sticky Chewy Chocolate; Banana Split; Light Mint; Chendol & Mango. Chendol taste the worse. lol. :X banana split is the best; tastes like bubblegum.

too excited for dessert ! loL.

hamster face? lol.

SAY CHEESE TO YOUR DESSERT ! ♥

dessert topped with Almond Flakes (:

the aftermath

Dessert Drink @ Pennisula Plaza on 3rd July 2009
dono what the hell is this drink which cost me $4.50. lol. taste like bundung. SUCKS. =X opposite me is paul, and beside paul is steven. lol.

Lunch @ Jumbo Restaurant (Singapore Indoor Stadium) on 3rd July 2009
went with mom, her friend and the daughter.

chilli crab . *YUMMY*

MINI-GATHERING @ Botak Jones (Toa Payoh Branch) on 1st July 2009
australian wagyu sirloin steak (200g) with buttered mashed potato and cajun fries ♥

the aftermath

CAMWHORE TIME ! ♥♥♥ pls refer to my facebook for more taggings and comments (:

dessert at macdonalds.

alright. i shall end here and off to bed!
nights all ! ♥

P.S : i'd really loved you to come over to aussie and take your Biz Degree after your ORD. =/

2009-06-30T23:44:00.015+08:00

HELLOOS ALL !

time to blogg again ! (:

these few days super busy. kept going out daily to see see look look for aussie's neccessities. bought a long sleeve and a cardigan clothing at OG Chinatown yesterday with wei lin. im broke now. loL. below are some pics i took for the past few days. enjoy it ! (:

went out on the 29th June with my god-di ben, his gf, henry(chicken) and xun xiong (bear) to xing wang @ pasir ris whitesands. lol. they treated me farewell lunch. *touched*

THANKS SO MUCH GUYS ! ♥
&, thanks didi for your taiwan's gifts ! i love it (:

today, 30th June, went out with Paul practically the whole day. lol. early in the morning went to changi village meet him after he book-out from camp and had our breakfast. i had "wanton noodle(dry)" while he had "chicken platter hor fun". the food was delicious. lol. how i wish i can get to eat such nice food in aussie. hahaha.
after breakfast, went back to his house to do some NTUC groceries shopping and then, SLEEP. lol. eat then slp, pig right? =X hahaha. but i was toooo tired luhhh. lol. around afternoon 2.30pm he went over to his grandparent's house while i continue to stay in his room to slp. lol. how i wish my grandpa is still around and my grandma wouldnt be that lonely. ): oh well~
woke up at 4pm, then bathe and went down to meet paul at TM. saw his grandparents, very very friendly. haha. they were shopping at "fu hua" chinese medicinal shop. help them carried back their stuffs back to their home and then we went out. lol.
paul followed me and then we meet up with joseph around 6.30pm to do some transactions, followed by thye wah to pass me back my external harddisk. lol. for dinner, went to bedok 85! *DROOOLS* pls see the pics below. =D

BEDOK 85
$1 durian at the bigger box.
50cents durian (in the basket) ! lol.

1 durian for 50cents ! *leh long leh long*

sugar cane juice + lemon *my favourite* ♥
& ; paul's SEXY feet -.-

our table number ; B13 !

after our bak chor mee ; waited for almost 20mins for it, and we finished it in 8 mins. loL.

BIG PEACH ; from taiwan ♥

SHOPPING @ GIANT TAMPINES
i wanna buy this bedroom slippers for aussie ; but they do not have a new pair ):

SHOPPING @ OG Chinatown

in changing room with wei lin .

is the long sleeve nice? =] i bought it. lol.

Last day of work @ STEAKHOUSE
iskandar ! lol. i'll miss you guys. &; i'll upload more photos took at steakhouse. =]

LUNCH @ Xing Wang ; Pasir Ris WhiteSands

mango with ice-cream ice-kachang . lol. so delicious ! =]

food - roasted duck noodle (dry) &;
drinks - ice yuan yang
food was nice, but they should give more sauce and veggies. lol
my drinks is DELICIOUS. lol. ♥

Going home after last day of work ; was bored, so took a pic ! hahaha.
can you spot me? =]

Alright. shall end here.
BED TIME ! =]
NIGHTS ALL AND SWEETEST DREAMS ♥

P.S : you made my day again & ; you're always there for me ♥

2009-06-22T10:55:00.005+08:00

hellos friends (:

my flight has been confirm.

Date:11th July 2009 (saturday)
Time of Flight: 1550hrs - 2115hrs
Terminal: BUDGET TERMINAL

i'll be in airport by 1345hrs. =]

anyone sending me? lol.

♥ ♥ ♥

2009-06-14T14:36:00.009+08:00

HELLOS ALL (:

went to powerhouse after work yesterday again. (:

*FUN FUN FUN*

all thanks to paul ! hahaha.

thanks for making my day;

thanks for the drinks;

thanks for always making my clubbing experiences such a wonderful one!

♥♥♥

the people who went yesterday: paul, steven, hong wei, wei lin, moe, shrek, leo, loveless, and me ! (: hehe. i think that's all i can remember. lol. i've tried making paul drunk, but he just got super high only! oh well~ plan failed T.T

moe is both paul and steven's friend. i dono who is shrek. lOL. i only know he keep entertaining hong wei and wei lin. lol.

leo and loveless; knew them thru paul. haha. that day while i was going home from tamp mrt, met paul and steven and alvin at tamp mrt. they said they were going camping, but there's still other 3 friends joining them. i thot they're just jokin! lol. paul pulled me along, and we went to pasir ris beach! hahaha. set up tent and play poker cards. loser drink. @@" cointreau with ice lemon tea. haha. paul got high after 2 cups. ♥ lol. and he kept losing! helped him drank 2 cups after that. lol. mmm. then dad commanded me to go home, and i went back around 1am ): sad. how i wish i could stay longer! hahaha. was enjoying myself alot; thou weather was hot at that time! =X lols. ♥

bottom are two pics taken yesterday! lol.

SAY CHEESEEE ! ♥

i was trying to take a pic of paul and steven gaying together; but failed ):

oh well. im still looking forward to another session; hopefully it's one that can make me drunk! LOL. i still haven go clubbing with paul and lydia! ): *super looking forward to it* hahaha.

shall end here! gotta prepare and go out with mommy to Giant and BHG to buy my neccessities for aussie later. ♥

BYE BYE ! ♥

P.S. : i cannot fall in love; for that; im going aussie for 3years and no straight guys will wait patiently for a girl without doing anything wrong to the girl. ):

2009-06-12T16:25:00.002+08:00

HELLOS ALL ! (:

*LASTEST NEWS UPDATE*

i will be flying on the 9th July at 9am, but gotta reach airport by 7am. lol.

the date stated 20th May 2010, PLS IGNORE IT as i that is NOT the date of me coming back to sg.

who wanna send me off? lol. :X

2009-06-12T00:15:00.031+08:00

HELLLOOOS. ♥

first and foremost,

HAPPPY BELATED 54th BURFDAY MOMMY ! ♥

hehe. tdy went to Shangri-La Hotel ; restaurant name is : Shang Palace for lunch to celebrate with my daddie and 3 of my mom's friends. (: below are the pics! enjoy it! ♥

the settings on the table ...

teapot and cup ! nice right? haha.

i love the cup! haha. contains ice water (:

the tea cup. it's such a nice design!

on the left: abalone with tart.
on the right:
long bean tied to scallop to make it looks like a jade. beneath the scallop is a big piece of white carrot.
this is the superb dish ive ever tasted! ♥♥♥

tofu ; but contains other stuffs inside like minced mushrooms; pork; prawns; egg.
ive nv eaten any of these before. lol.

beijing duck with vermicelli. this dish; my mom's favourite. hahaha.

dessert of the day specially made by the chefs. most left is a pineapple tart. it's warm when it's served. middle is.. i dono? lol. but it's nice. haha. most right is mochi. the nicest one is the middle one. (:

a chocolate mousse burfdae cake complimentary from the restaurant. haven try it thou. but looks delicious! it's still in my fridge. wahahas. ♥

my daddie and mommy ♥

daddie ; mommy and i ♥
brother was having navy, so he couldnt join us ):

lol. went window shopping at Tampines 1 with wei lin. tried dresses at Uni Qlo. anyone can buy me the dress and the cardigan for me? LOL. =X i love the dress and cardigan ): the dress cost $29.90 ; cardigan cost $59.90. no money to buy T.T anyway, i look fat ):

my visitor pass to jurong island ; on job interview with Eastman Company. lol.

2nd clubbing night ; 1st clubbing moment with wei lin. SO DAMN FUN. ♥ we were at St. James Powerhouse; Powerstation. i wasnt drunk thou my cheeks are abit blushed. hahaha. ♥

home-made fried rice cooked by me while parents arent in sg. (:

graduation outing with class on 21st May 2009. blackie was in the pic @ Marina Barrage. ♥ hehe. he looks like a monster here. =x

my all time favourite ; Singapore Flyer ! but ive nv try it before. ): no money to take the ride. lol. ;i love ferris wheel ♥

cool down time with half of the class @ Wine Company . sorry if the pic looks so damn emo. =X

guess above all are the pics ive accumulated for the past 2 weeks (: kekes.
quite little T.T
i will try to take more pics again! (: hehe.

anyway, my predicted date of flight is 9th July 2009. anyone coming to send me off? ^^

i shall stop here!

CYA PEEPS ♥

P.S : hellos mr quackquack. lol. pls come and send me off.

2009-06-05T01:09:00.004+08:00

IM SAD.

I REALLY AM.

sighs. i shouldn't go out to movie with him.

he treated me like a total new stranger.

he seriously broke my heart.

i regretted putting so much effort on him.

i trusted him so much;
in the end, he treated me like this.

i thot there would still be a chance;
but there isnt anymore.

im so stupid that i keep waiting for him;
hoping miracles would happen.

but, it did not;
and yet, i felt that my feelings have been toyed for the whole 2 months.

im so super stupid to love and trust him wholeheartedly.

i decided to give up on him totally from now on.

2009-06-03T01:28:00.004+08:00

HELLOS ALL AGAIN (:

lol.

alright. ive been wanting to post this one long ago. but kept forgetting. some of my close friends asked me what's my ideal type of guy / how is my dream guy like ; blahhhh. lol. anyway, my expectations are quite high. lol. i shall say it here.

1. he must be taller than me (im 1.6m SHORT; not TALL. loLs)
2. able to support both of us financially (but not always he's who footing the bill)
3. better education than me (must!)
4. always be there for me ♥
5. wont emo ! (i hate guys who always emo)
6. able to make me smile whenever im down
7. must not be possessive
8. must not be sick-minded or dirty-minded (most guys think of sex only!)
9. able to communicate with me (via english hopefully)
10. ♥love♥ me for who i am and not what i me (my characters/personalities instead of looks)

alright, i think that's all i can think of now. i will update more if anything strikes my mind! hahaha.

off to bed for now!

NIGHTS ALL ! ♥

P.S : i've lowered some of my expectations now. lol.

2009-06-02T00:49:00.013+08:00

♥ HELLOOS ALL ♥

ANOTHER GOOD NEWS! ((x

i got accepted into Curtin University of Technology !!!!! xD
* ~ WOOOOOTS ~ ! ~*

im taking the course: Bachelor of Engineering (Chemical Engineering). it will be a four years (Direct Honours) course, but due to the completion of my Diploma in Chemical Engineering in TP, im being granted for one year exemption. thus, hopefully by then i can graduate with good honours within three years! (:

but, currently there are still some issues cropped up.
1. i do not know which stream should i take ; Chemical Engineering / Oil and Gas / BioChemical Engineering. i thot of taking the "Oil and Gas" stream cus the payout is much higher than just general "Chemical Engineering". oh well~ i really still do not know which to choose. ):

2. MY ACCOMODATION IS NOT CONFIRMED T.T *sobs* what happens if i arrive at Curtin and i do not have an accomodation. lol. that'll be so funny la! hahaha. hopefully i can apply for Vickery House. cus the housing rental is cheaper and the house is the nearest to my faculty. lols. but if application to Vickery House is unsuccessful, hopefully Erica Underwood House will accept me. lol. else i really got no place to stay in. ):
Click here to view the house of what im referring to:
Vickery House
Erica Underwood House

currently im also waiting for University of Western Australia. my application is still under processing. aiyo~ ): fasterr pls! lol.

JUDY JIE!
♥ muackkks ; i miss you ♥
don come sg! =x cus later when you're at sg, im afraid i'll be at aussie alr. ): come aussie find me! hahahaha.

oh ya. if anyone wanna view my graduation pics, pls view my facebook photos @ ♥shirleen♥

will update when im free again! (:

cia0s pple !

zG, i miss you ):

P.S : i'll miss all of you dearly. anyone coming to send me off for my pre-departure? ♥

2009-05-22T16:49:00.014+08:00

hellos all (:

GOOD NEWS !

IM OFFICIALLY GRADUATED ! (x
graduated from Diploma in Chemical Engineering !
Major in Petrochemical Technology and Applications of Instrumental Analysis

mwuahahahas. finally this day has come
(i was graduated yesterday thou!)
HEHE ! xD

oh well ~
from today onwards, ive made some promises to myself.

1. I shall not bother about those BGR stuffs anymore.
2. I shall be contented with whatever and whoever I have now.
3. STUDY HARD ! =] (and chiong for University ; lalalas *)
- to be continued ; HAHA -

i cant imagined myself sitting in front of my lappy for the whole 3hours searching for jobs and sending in all my resumes and cover letters. ive made a number of calls to the direct employers too ! luckily all of them still have vacancies. hopefully those employers will call me up for interview within this period of time.

there's this employer, SO FUNNY. lol. below are our chats:

ME: hello, is this steve chen? im shirleen, calling to check if there're any available slots for laboratory technicians.
HE: yes, im steve. currently there is still vacancies for laboratory technicians. how may i help you?
ME: oh. well, i just wanna check if the job is located at the west area? cause im do not mind about the location of work.
HE: yes, it's at west. you're staying in the east?
ME: yup, in tampines.
HE: OH ! i stay in tampines too ! are you sure you're willing to travel all the way to boon lay which is about 1hr+ to work?
ME: yes, i do not mind.
HE: you SURE?! (asking doubtfully)
ME: yes yes im sure! *chuckles*

- conversation continues but shall not be released ; awys he kept asking if im really sure to travel all the way to west for work ; lols -

the way the guy (Steve) chatted on phone with me, it's so funny! i cant imagine the company has such a "entertaining" employee. lol.

oh well~
job search is accomplished! i shall watch my shows now! mwuahaha.

takaire friends!

P.S : i shall not care about you anymore ; for the way how you treat me, i shall never forget.

2009-05-19T01:12:00.002+08:00

alright, i dont know what's happening with me for the past few days.

i've been in a really bad mood.

emotional ;
just a word to describe me.

i've told my manager that im not free the whole day for the 22nd May, so as to go out with my boyfriend. but, i guessed he is still making up his mind of whether to go out with me on the 22nd May. oh well, i think i could just forget about that.

or, maybe, ......... .
*sighs*
i think i'll just keep my mouth shut before making a decision or saying another word.

im tolerating everything now ;
the words im listening, the reasons pple giving me and the stuffs im handling.

my tolerance level has a limit ;
so pls, stop treating me like a fool. ive got feelings too.

oh well ~
im happy with the life im having after work when im at home.
there is this specific "person" who is able to hear all my problems out, comforting me every now and then, assuring that everything will be fine and putting me to bed so comfortably.
im so glad to have you.
thanks for being by my side always, ks. (:

i shall stop here now.
takaire friends (:

P.S : i hate pple who dont give a damn to other pple's feelings.

2009-05-03T00:28:00.009+08:00

sighs.

life's been such fked up for me.
(sorry if i used the wrong word in this whole post)

firstly, it has been 2weeks since i last met my boyfriend. i really missed him alot. ): sighs. then ytd before i slp, i couldn't take it, i text him a four-long sms. after i text him, i cried, and cried out loud. =( i really miss him. somehow i feel he's always too busy with his O's and gym and has no time for me. BUT, im his gf! cant he even spare a thought on my feelings? IM SO FED UP.

fuck man.

next, it's about my uni application, to australia and nus. my application to nus was unsuccessful. i think it's due to the fact that i did not have time to prepare for the entrance exams as the dates clashes with my poly final year exams. oh well ~ im still trying for the next intake. hopefully i can get in. (: regarding the australia uni, my parents still haven make up their mind of allowing me to study overseas. =( *sighs. i really do hope i can go overseas and study.

next my work ~ ! im currently still working as a part-time waitress. but changed restaurant. =) currently working at "The Steakhouse" at Clarke Quay there. job introduced by my previous workplace at restaurant aranda de chef, karen. =) thou the pay isnt my expectation, but im still happy working over there. made quite a number of new friends and chefs. all very fun-going and funny.

lastly, it's about my graduation day, 21st may 2009. my parents will be overseas and i think my brother wont be going. sighs. actually i dont see a point of going. i wanna wear the graduation suit and take a photo with my parents. but i do not have the chance. they all say: "only your poly ma. wait you graduate from uni, then we go." the moment that i know my dad couldn't attend my graduation, i broke into tears. i really wish my dad would witness my graduation from poly, and from the course he specifically chosen for me. but... hais. i still rmbr tht time that my brother no intending to study, my dad told me this: "now korkor cannot graduate from poly. i wan you to study and grad from poly. i will attend your graduation day if the day really comes." then, now my graduation coming, and he couldn't be there for me. i don even have a kin to attend. hais. i don feel like going to graduation day thou ive rented the graduation suit alr. =( fuck it.

oh well ~ i should stop here. it've been such a longgggggggggggggg time since i update my blog.

take care friends =)

P.S : i was listening to this song and i cried cus i suddenly miss my bf alot again. try listening it.
SENS : Wish (I For You) (Click for song)

2009-02-05T23:42:00.002+08:00

yay ! finally im here to blog again. im tooooo stress up with my school work.

currently i applied for part-time degree in NUS and i got short-listed! but gotta prepare for 2 admission exams, maths and chemical reaction tests.

im soooooo stresssssss.

i dont know wht to blogg le.

):

sucks man.

2008-12-15T23:12:00.001+08:00

sighs. i suddenly feel so hurt once again. sad.

):

P.S : all the best to you, yong hui (:

2008-11-26T21:49:00.001+08:00

i shall update when im free ! :X

maybe t0m0rr0w 0r s0me 0ther days =X

P.S im a good girl hor! (:

2008-11-13T19:27:00.011+08:00

YOOOS :D

hehe. alright. finally ive the time to update my blog !!! it'd been almost a week since i update! lol. i shall start day by day :X IF i can remember. HAHA. so, it's gonna be a LONGGGGG POST! (:
so, sit back and enjoyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! =]

8th nov ; saturday
after work, which ends about 3.30pm. i reach home at 4pm. then im meeting sufong and azmi to airport to study! (: but hor. when i reach home, i fell aslp while waiting for f0ng's sms reply! LOL. toooo tired man! work was tired, cus i did the service alone. shortage of pple ._. lol. and, i packed strawberriie cheesecake for azmi and sufong! (: SO DAMN NICE CANN! (:

9th nov ; sunday
went to changi village with my aunt, cousin julia and grandma! (: hehe. had breakfast at 8am!!!!! *faints* almost couldnt wake up luhh! ate wanton noodle and drank longan drink. *yummmy* it have been a longgggggg time since i went to changi village to have a meal. lol. i think the last time ive been to changi village to have a meal... it's like.. a year or two? lol. tht's long right! hahaha! after breakfast, we went around the area to walk walk and saw a m'sian guy catching fish. lol. SO FUN LOR. lol. it was high tide then, and there are LOTS of fishes swimming in the sea. small to BIG fishes to poisonous fishes! hahaha. then i saw a chomodo lizard! it's like staring at the fishes in the sea la. lol. i think it's hungry :X hahahah. poooooor lizard! ): after that around 12.30pm, went back and packed some fried green bean paste and fried banana home for mom and bro to eat. then, continue with AIA project proposal report! roars.
*applications of instrumental analysis - aia sucks*

10th nov ; monday
school is as usual, BORING AND BORING. :x lol. but i went to sch early and meet up with my aia group mates to discuss on proposal stuffs and we allocated the work to each of us. i did on the literature research on paracetamol! hehe. oh yeah, my project title : "Identification and Quantitation of the active ingredients in syrup in children's fever relief". the title seems fun to me initially. but after researching, it's BORING. :X HAHA.

11th nov ; tuesday
GOSH. THIS DAY SUCKS. had 8hrs of AIA lab LAAAA. lol. and only 20mins to have our small bites. ): TORTURING DAY . ROARS. experiment was based on my project. but in the morning, we gotta meet up with our lecturers to discuss on our proposal at 8.30am, but was delayed till 8.45am. lol. im so lucky lor. cus i arrived sch at 8.30am :X HAHA. i was late as usual! LOL. but my other grp mates are later than me. the only one who reached early is jonathan lor. lol. :/ mmm. aftr the proposal discussion, we went for quick bites and immediately start on our experiment. gotta do calculations, stock and standard solutions, sample blanks, blah blah blah. lazy to type all out :X yeah, did the whole experiment from 8am-4pm, with only 20mins of quick bites from the SMELLLY CANTEEN, ITAS. :X after sch, went to town with sufong and azmi. initially wanna polish my Tiffany & Co. bangle. but in the end, never! cus suntec doesnt have the shop ):

12th nov ; wednesday
morning 11am, sufong smsed me to ask me to join azmi and her at subway for lunch at 1pm. but i told her that i wanna save $ and eat maggie mee at home. then, when i wanna go cook maggie mee, my house NO GAS. ): cannot cook! f5. so, i decided to meet both of them for lunch @ subway. lol. sch at 4-6pm then when sch ends, RUNNING ! (: hehe. went running with my old classmates. (: sufong, qianmin, zhenjie, hanxian, thyewah, nigel, edmund. yeps, ran on track this time round instead of the track-mill in the sch gym. lol. MUST TRAIN FOR NAPHA SIA. i think will fail lOr! lol. cus my shuttle run cmi de ! ): sighs* after running, went to play bball in the rain!! it was raining quite heavily, but still continued to play with classmates. haha. SO FUN LA. lol. aftr all the exercises, went to ASTONS opposite our sch to have our dinner. the food and pricing still quite reasonable la. order a main dish and you get 2 free side dishes. hehe. i ate BBQ chicken; and my side dishes are french fries and potato salad! hehe. the french fries... SUPERB SIOL! =D lol. but cannot eat daily. ELSE CANNOT LOSE WEIGHT. ):

13th nov ; thursday
sch is as usual. boring and boring, esp my AIA lecture. :X LOL. and, i was late for my MNT lab! HAHA. hen woke me up, but i went back to slpppppp :x then when he called me 2nd time, i wake up, but went back to slp for 10mins again! HAHAHA. tht's why late! LOL. :X

ha0 le. i shall stop here ! hehe. enjoy the pics ive took at changi village with my beloved darling cousin julia! (: and, the pics ive accumulated this week! (:

BLACKIE ! YOUR HAIR DAMN MESSY CANNN ! LOL.
can you spot the grasshopper? HAHA. :X

the dangerous and poisonous fish! dont get poked by its fins! it's deadly!

the chomodo lizard ! lol. the pic abit blurr :X

can you spot the 2 lovely doveys? (:

we love taking pics tgt ! HAHA. (:

i look so tall in this pic ! mwuahahaha :x

bel0ved cousin ! (:

mwuahahaha. now my turn to catch JOOOOOOON SLEEPING IN LECTURE! HAHA. he doesnt know that i still got this copy of photo! WAHAHAH. *evil* taking pics of pple slping in lecture is my hobby :X

blackie and ninja boy having wrestling :X look at blackie's face! SO FUNNY SIOL. LOL.

nathaniel (left) and ivan (right) were carefully micro-pipetting the project's experiment panadol syrup ! SERIOUS BOSS. =D

jonathan and i were making FULL USE of our school fees by using the school electricity to charge our psp ! HAHAHA. and yup, after charging, we battle in DJ MAX Portable 2! HAHA. SO DAMN FUN.

decided to cover the back part for our final results presentation! LOL. cus gotta include pics into our final report!

raz is beginning to feel bored that when the first pic both of us took; SHE WANNA KISS ME. LOL!

im in ivan's specs ! hehe. ivan's my group leader, aka BOSS! HAHA.

we're as bored as usual ! (:

i love this specs ! (: azmi's (blackeie) specs fr0m 0akley!

JOOOOOOOOOON. you're so damn nerd! :X

fish and blackie ! (: at donut factory!

blackie and me ! (: @ donut factory!

omg0shhh azmi! LOL. dont think other things hor pple! :x

LOOK AT OUR FACE. LOL. purposely make messy messy by drawing the cream on our lips and, it was in PUBLIC!!! HAHA. it was the best time man!

the under-construction IR (: i wanna go there walk walk! anyone wanna join me? (:

night view of city area fr0m marina square food court ! DAMN NICE and COOLING WEATHER! (:

P.S i miss chatting with tek-k0h piggggggy chicken, bear and kyeeeeee ):

2008-11-07T19:20:00.011+08:00

yoooos (:

THIS WEEK SO STRESSS ): b0o h0o h0o ='[

I WAS 10 MINS LATE FOR AIA LAB TODAY =(
cus i forget to ask hen to wake me ._. and, ta-daaah! i was late ._. first, i missed my 8.30am bus 28. and then, when i alighted at 201 there, the bus 8 arrived. IT WAS SO DAMN PACKED LIKE SARDINE. cannot even squeeze in laaaaaaa! i look at the time, GOSH. it was alr 8.50am! ._. timing for next bus 8 arrived at 9am. obviously, i was late. ): actually, i thot i can wake up by myself today. cus tdy hen no sch, then i dont wanna ask him to call cus he very tired and i wanna let him to rest more. then who knows, i ownself cannot wake up. ._. lol.
*i seriously need morning calls daily* =(

need to rush TWO AIA experiment lab reportS and AIA project proposal ! ): sighs. deadline for experiment 1 lab report is next tuesday, 11nov and experiment 2 lab report is the following tuesday, 17 nov! STRESSSSS MAN. then on 11nov, need to show t'cher our project proposal. ): ROARRS.

on 06th November 2008 ;
HAPPPIIIEEEEE BURFDAE to
DEAREST DARLING COUSIN JULIA! (:
s0rrie i was tooooo busy with projects and school work that i forgotten to wish you. T.T to make up for it, sunday i'll try to wake up at 6.30am to accompany you for breakfast at changi village!!! :X hehe.

ytd went dinner with yanling, edmund, tingxuan, zhen jie, sufong and jacqueline @ bed0k 85. ate ALOT food. ._. small mouths of fried oyster 'cai dao kueh' and bar chor (minced pork) porridge, and i ate a bowl of bar chor mee ! SO DAMN NICE CAN! ((x hehe. and, the fun part is, we gossiped while we eat. :X hehe. so funny ! (: we chat till around 10pm and then went off.

reached home about 10.30pm, bathed and use comp and played pet society in facebook! lol. then tooooooooooooo tired and cannot tahan, went to slp.

OH YA ! ive booked my Basic Theory Test (BTT) on 15th Dec ! (:
HOPE CAN ONE TIME PASS LA. lol.

hehe. here are more pictures accumulated since monday ! (: hehe.

my 6 scented colourful highlighters! (x

a pencil-case which belongs to my classmate who is 21years old this year. CHILDISH LINDA NEO! :X

drew it on azmi's left hand during AIA tutorial :X CUTE RIGHT!!! =D

my 3 years classmate, JOOOOOOONNNNN aka NINJA BOY!

opps! taken in toilet! hehe.

TOILET PIC! :X

was wearing azmi's specs. hehe. looks CUTE on me HOR! :X jk!

parrot with nerdy specs :X

COOL azmi and me ! lol. took in AIA tut :X

HOW SWEEET! drew it for husband ishak and wifey linda. :X but in reality, they're not together!

i wanna take a proper pic with linda. but, she give me that face, -_-! ROARRRS.

im camera shy :X

three handsome guys and a marigold fish :X

LOOK AT AZMI! lOl!! WHAT IS HE LICKING ! :X

GOSH. this pic!!! :X raz went to take it when i was so soundly aslp during the 10min break before lecture starts! ROARS. my hair so messsssy -_- oh yeah, i was toooooo tired okay! and i got pay attention in lecture de hor! :X *good girl* ^^

wahahahas. NOW IT'S RAZ TURN TO SLEEP IN ITAS CANTEEN! LOL. went to took a pic of her! she sleep like a log! when it's time to go for lecture, all of us tried to wake her but cannot. but then, azmi shouted loudly into her ears "BYE RAZ!", she immediately jumped up. LOL. SO FUNNY CAN! (x

alright. i shall go watch prison break! (: hehe. then will sleep early! cus tmr gotta work and then at night gg airport to study with sufong! =)

take cares besties ! (:

P.S i wanna be independent and not dependent! ): but i cant! T_T

2008-11-02T20:30:00.000+08:00

sighs. im so sad. ):

a good friend of mine, USED to be close to me while working in toysRus in tampines mall, passed away at midnight at SGH. the moment i received the sms from another colleague who we used to hang out together while working, i cried immediately after reading the sms.

amir is a good man. late 20's this year, around 27-28 and look like an english-malay. he took very good care of me when we were working in toysRus. he'd helped me from time to time and cheered me up when im down. he always love to come and so called 'disturb' me when im straightening the toys at the end of day. and yes, he'd also helped me when unloading the toys to the floor. he's good at repairing toys, especially cars and robots.

Rest In Peace, Amir. I'll miss you.

2008-11-02T20:29:00.002+08:00

A music to all from HSM 3 .

Hope all of you love it.

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close
And take one step
Keep your eyes, locked on mine
And let the music be your guide

Won't you promise me (Now won't you promise me)
That you'll never forget (We'll keep dancing)
To keep dancing
Wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning
The chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million
The chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together
We just keep on getting better

So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Oh, no mountain's too high enough
Oceans too wide
Cause together or not
Our dance won't stop

Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe
That we were meant to be, yeah

So can I have this dance? (Can I have this dance?)
Can I have this dance?

Can I have this dance?
Can I have this dance?

2008-11-01T16:22:00.004+08:00

helloooooos all ! (: hehe.

arghs!!! SO TIRED. ive jst reached home not long ago. ended work n0t l0ng ago also. jst now when at work at around 2pm, i thot there wont be any customers alrdy. but suddenly came in separate group of 7, 3 and 4 each ! *omgosh* i thot can go home earlier to rest, but in the end, i ended up working more. -__- and hor, jst now while working, i helped christian color his sailor moon comics when there isnt any customers around! loooooools. tooooooooo bored. hahaha. cant believe that till now, there's still GUYS so committed to sailor moon! hahahaha.

these are the pics ive took this week ! (: hehe.

2 of my crazy girlfriends in class. hehe. (: you girls rocks!

taken during lab ! hehe. i was wearing ishak's specs. :X

my restaurant friend! (: CHENG YU! :X
initially we both agree to this pic that our hair is messy, so we decided to take another one.

BUT, CHENG YU MADE HIS HAIR EVEN MESSIER! ROAR.

yeah. will take more pics next week! hahaha. (:

currently ive been doing nothing but watching prison break. hehe. SO DAMN NICE CAN! ((:

and, im stuck with my CSAS. ): comm skills sucks! lol. need to prepare resumes and cover letter, then this coming monday got presentation ! ): SAD MAN. T.T

i go continue my prison break le. afterthat i shall TRY to sleep, then at night do my CSAS stuffs. ):

BYEBYE BESTIES ! (:

P.S why cant you feel my care towards you? ): *emo*

2008-10-29T20:54:00.002+08:00

im soooooooooooooooo STRESS.

and emo ._.

STRESS !!!

STRESSS !!!!!

STRESSSS !!!!!!!

P.S school suuuuuuucks ):

2008-10-25T20:19:00.006+08:00

YAY ! (:

finally my major project stuffs are OVER! (x

mwuahahahas.

but next week gotta rush CSAS project. ): sighs. one project after another. streesss man. ):

mm. hope hen can manage his projects and studies well. everytime see him so rush and stress, i abit worried also. :/ and, i think the more stress he is, the taller he grows. so, henry, dont be stress ! LOLS. :/

my bro gave me a tiffany & co. bangle! wahahas. im gonna polish it when ive got the time! hehe. (:

ytd after the MP poster presentation, i went home immediately to sleep. and, i slept till today morning 8am. :/ but still, almost cannot wake up for work. &, im still feeling sleepy and tired. lol. tdy's working partner is yong hui. initially i thot he's a new comer cus he told me he worked for 1mth+ at aranda only. lol. but he's 23years old! and he told me he has alot F&B experience and he used to be a cook who cooked shark's fin soup and abalone! =/ upon hearing that, i was quite shocked. lol. :X he tdy abit moody, cus of some BGR problems. but i got make him smile successfully before i off from work! YAY :D hehe.

alright. gonna stop here le. abit tired. (:

take care pple! ^^

P.S chicken ; bear ; cuckc0o ~ you always brighten up my day!

2008-10-21T22:42:00.002+08:00

omgosh !!!

IM SO STRESS ! T.T

still got poster and presentation ! poster must be done by wednesday night and presentation by thursday !!! OMGOSH.

I NEED MORE TIME.

tdy went out with chicken. SO TALL LUH. @_@ lol. i love chatting with him. hehe. so funny. :/

tdy's lect from 4pm-6pm, having MNT. SO SIAN. almost fall aslp but got too many notes to be taken down and no time to slp le.

sufong stayed at my house overnight yesterday, and today also! lol. she's slping like a dead log now. :X ytd was fun. she reached my place, then we went to wash up and slp immediately till 12am and wake up. afterthat, CHIONG ! chiong till 6am. helped her in editing her MP report and also did my CRE tutorials. 7am we went back to bed and woke up at 10.30am and prepare to go sch again. im so tired. super lacked of slp.

gonna do skeleton of poster now ! tata everyone ! (:

P.S i wanna go out with hen again! (: he cheers me up and makes me forget my stress!

2008-10-19T00:06:00.004+08:00

BOO ! (:

hehe. im happy today! lol.

two of my threesomes friends kept making me laugh in front of my lappy like an idiot today. LOL!

wanqi said: you where got short! i shorter than you leh!
i said: i 1.6m only!
wanqi said: i also! but everytime stand beside you, you always taller than me!
i said: no la! cus of my hair. i clip my hair taller so i look taller. LOL.

wanqi said: i went to accupuncture jst now.
i said: wht she do?
wanqi said: she poke me lor. 2 forehead. 1 at stomach there. 3 at each leg. 1 at each hand. 2 at breast below there.
[ i was thinking, why so many needles? lol! ]

LOL! funny. :/ i kept laughing. hahahah.

jasmine said: why ah wan nvr online! she go out with bf issit. :/ (ah wan refers to wanqi)
i said: i think she went to rob the bank for me.

LOL. :X

ive been thinking of robbing the bank with wanqi. but now economy got tsunami. cannot rob. cus no $ also. lol. JK :X

and jst, i visited henry's blog. STILL HAVEN CHANGE HIS BLOGSKIN. lol. talk so long say wanna change, but haven change. :X roar. made me keep going to view it, in the end keep seeing the matrix blogskin. =X lol. and hor, he's timetable subjects very funny.
SWEN(SEN) - actual : SWEN
B(I)S(CU)IT - actual : BSIT
(SE)EWAD - actual : EWAD
all i think of it de leh! mwuahaha :X
*hen[ry] the chicken*

whole day kept watching gross shows, thanks to xunxiong for recommending me. *KNS* :X land of the dead, day of the dead and see no evil. the shows 'land of the dead' and 'day of the dead' sill right. it's jst dead people but they're living. the show 'see no evil' SUPER GROSS. kept showing a guy digging out live human's eyeballs and that guy's head contains maggots and flies. GROSS. +.+

alright, i shall stop. feel like puking. :X lol.

take care all ! (:

P.S i love my threesomes ; chicken & ; bear - friends (:

2008-10-17T18:10:00.007+08:00

arlooooooooows peeps (:

im in a bad moood today! ):
why everytime i treat a guy good, he always thot i like him de? ._. ! sighs.

and hor, my timetable sucks. it's the worse timetable ive ever gotten in my life.

tuesday AIA lab
8am to 3pm (6hours + 1hour break)
friday AIA lab
9am to 4pm (6hours + 1hour break)
long hour lab sessions.
): shit man.

the more i see my new timetable, the more i wanna faint. :X lol. everyday end sch at 6pm. i can die de. =( it seems like ive got no time to work also! ): SAD. no work equals no $ to go gai-gai le. =(

below are my electives and core subjects. first 2 are my electives & the rest are my core subjects.
PT - Petrochemical Technology
AIA - Applications of Instrumental Analysis
CRE - Chemical Reaction Engineering
MNT - Materials and NanoTechnology

im gonna work hard for year 3.2 ! (: hehe. i must achieve my goals no matter what. =D

gtg ! (: byeeee!

P.S you are not the sugar to my coffee ;
n0t referring to dktc / skylinr (:

2008-10-13T00:42:00.003+08:00

yoooooos (: im back again! hehe.

past few days keep doing SIP report, then friday handed in. :D RELIEVED.

BUT,
i still got MP REPORT AND LOGBOOK!
*headache & stress*

tmr onwards gonna go back sch to do MP stuffs alr. cannot slack! lol. :X

my logbook must redo ! =( cus previously one i did wrongly. ROARRRR.

*fed-up*

P.S i hate MAJOR PROJECTS!

2008-10-08T16:45:00.004+08:00

hellooos all (:

my friend updated me in NUS Bachelor in Technology, but it's for part-time students!

Applications For Admission

We have now introduced two (2) intakes each year for ALL our B.TECH programmes. Intake I commencing August and Intake II commencing January
in each Academic Year.

Online applications for admission for

Chemical Engineering
Electronics Engineering
Mechanical/Manufacturing Engineering
Industrial & Management Engineering

AY2009/2010 Intake I (Intake commencing Aug 09) is now open. Interested applicants are requested to apply at http://btech.eng.nus.edu.sg/btechAdm/.
Closing date and time for applications is on 19th Dec 08 at 3pm.

Notes:
* Applications submitted after the closing deadline WILL NOT BE CONSIDERED.
* Applicants may be short listed to sit for compulsory admission test(s) and/or interview.

Admission test(s): The test(s) will be held in Feb/Mar 09. Short listed applicants will be notified through email early Jan 09.
Interview: The interview will be held in Mar/Apr 09. Short listed applicants will be notified through email in Mar 09.

There will be NO email sent to applicants who are NOT short listed to sit for the admission test(s) and/or to attend the interview. Applicants may check their application status at http://btech.eng.nus.edu.sg/btechAdm/checkForm/index.aspx

should i apply? or should i not? ~.~
*confused*

2008-10-07T13:16:00.002+08:00

yooooooos friends (:

aiyo. so happy i finished my SIP report. but i still got MP logbook, MP report and MP poster haven do! ): sighs.

lately i dont know why but i thought of unhappy stuffs again. why issit so hard to forget them? whatever things i do, wherever i go, the actions will remind me of them. even small small actions leave a sad moment.

is this my retribution or what? sighs. or am i suppose to accept the fact that im being treated like this?

P.S i dont wanna have a boyfriend anymore ; im not a lesbian for goodness sake.

2008-10-04T22:32:00.003+08:00

hellooooos all once again! (:

recently been busy with my SIP report. *stressed*

friday i started my FIRST page of SIP report, which is the cover page, at 10.30pm and i finish 80% of the rep0rt at 4am. @_@ still got recommendations & conclusion not written. ):

stress stress . i still got MP logbook, MP proposal, MP report not done!

SHIT MAN. ):

P.S i need more money ! ):

f0urs0me @ bugis !

2008-10-02T22:21:00.007+08:00

t0day's a happy day (:

went out with my other threesome friends to bugis.
clara . jasmine . wanqi .

had lunch @ Seoul Garden for $15 . super worth it cause ate alot !
and i think ive gained extra 10kg after my lunch!
just kidding . hehe.
but my pimple really pop bigger ! ):

after lunch, went to bugis street to window shop, but main purpose for me is to digest the food. :/ lols. clara bought an overall & jasmine bought a top ; both nice and good. (:

pictures time ! [:

myself

at seoul garden !

candid shots !

crazziieee us ! [:

f0urs0mes @ bugis seoul garden !

look at what's clara doing ; looools.

toilet !

my threesomes friends (:

b0red face .

jasmine's in love with her elmo .

my crazziie friends

century square toilet

while waiting for train ...

im so gonna miss this day again.

dont forget our next date at bedok blk 85! (: hahahas.

P.S i hope everything's gonna be alright from now on.

new bl0gg !

2008-10-01T14:07:00.003+08:00

helloooos all ! =)

firstly, happy children's day to all my kidd0s friends!
and, hari raya aldiflitri to all my malay friends! (:

this will currently be my new blog .
the old one shall perish soon as it marks too many unhappy and depressing moments for me .

bl0g still under construction but please feel free to look around !

P.S i will update more ! [: